Well, today was just dandy.

And I'm not even being sarcastic.

Nothing at all went wrong.

Well, at least nothing I remember or care about.

I finally watched the Season Finale of Lost (the second half)

All I have to say is I hate Ben and Zack.

But Desmond is alive, so I'm happy about that.

:)

My day went by super fast and I loved it

Even CASEE went by fast

Maybe it's because of the freaking long banquet practice.

Ed and I are still perfecting our secret handshake, it's not as easy as it may appear.

The bus was really fun today

I risked life and limb to untie some shoes, I have a scratch on my arm, and some juicy notes were almost read, but it was worth it.

What can I say...I practically have a career of being good at un-doing shoe laces.

Well, it's almost 2 am, so I should probably get some shut eye.

Good Night America

Oh and go see Sex and the City the movie

It was soooooo amazing

So, looks like I'm cupid.

I am amazing at setting up couples.

Or attempting.

But I am always, always the person who is helping other people get together.

Don't get me wrong I love playing matchmaker

I mean, everytime a crush develops, or starts to go somewhere, I scream like a 10 year old.

It's just... I don't know I'm ALWAYS matchmaker

And as soon as someone tries to set me up, I freak out.

I'm really bad at that.

And of course, I'm watching a That 70's Show episode about match making.

Perfect timing, channel 3.

But good news, America, I do have a crush. 

And I guess that's where I'm leaving this entry tonight.

:)

My name is Kymi, and I have a blogging addiction.

For some reason, I feel the need to spill my life out onto this website.

I have no clue if anyone reads this, but it doesn't even bother me.

(Although if you do, feel free to tell me on myspace how interesting my life is...)

Oh well, it passes the time.

Well, today is Memorial Day.

Which means no school, and who can argue with that?

Janelle and Sam came over, and all of us kids decided to go swimming at Battle Ground Lake

since we love it there.

I think we all kinda thought that if we pretended it was summer, it would feel like it, but trust me, the lake was freeeeezing.

We were the only 4 swimming in it.

Sara and I jumped on the log and had Sam push us off to sea, (or, you know, the deep part of the swimming area)

and then kept splashing us.

Which made me really mad but I couldn't stop laughing

and this cute little 3 year old girl was on shore and she tossed us a stick to help us paddle

After we warmed up (as much as one can in -80 degree water) we would just stand there, and then little baby fish would come up and ram into your legs

It was crazy and creepy

I was just standing there, and I was like, "What keeps hitting my legs"

and then I realized it was a baby fish

Plus we saw the bald eagle alot so that's always awesome.

Men-e-men-men.

Oy Vey...

So, I like this new boy.

Well, I've known him since September, but I just realized how cool he was, and that I always laugh when he's around.

Only Blake Renee Sara and Janelle know who he is so far though

Ughh I don't know.

It's like I never thought of him as anything more than a friend AT ALL, and now I'm a little torn.

Blake says I have commitment problems, and that is so not it.

It's defiantly fear of rejection.

I hate putting myself out there, and having there be that chance someone will say no.

Which I'm sure is a fear for millions of people out there, too.

I almost never tell a guy when I like him.

I think I have like once.

No wonder I'm single.

But anyway, it's almost the end of the year, and people are so much more honest when they know they won't be seeing other people everyday, so who knows what will happen.

I gotta get some balls apparently.

I just really want a boyfriend, I mean, it's about time, c'mon.

But I'm not desperate, I won't date someone unless I know I like them.

Plus, you just get butterflies around certain people.

:)

I am so close to being done with CASEE II.

I want nothing more than to leave that class and run.

But I want to take everysingle kid out of that class with me.

Just leave behind the work.

I'm going to miss CASEE soooooooo much

I'm totally with Kaitlin on this one...if they made a CASEE college, I would go there for sure.

Oh, and the baby chicks are doing great, incase you were wondering.

I looooove CASEE in the evenings.

When I get my license this summer, I think I'll just randomly drive there and read or something

or walk the loop trail.

I really want to do a CASEE camping trip, but I don't know if anyone else wants to.

B-e-a-utiful nature.

My nails are baby blue and yellow...

and chipped.

My creative energy and intellectual mind are running low lately, so I'm gonna go save up some brain power. It's not like I'm doing homework...

Pit Master

I'm watching some foodnetwork show on Outdoor Cooking

and some guy is a BBQ pro, and they call him a "Pit Master" haha

I love foodnetwork

It always makes me want to own my own little diner or something

I remember I wanted to be a chef for years, and I just knew I was going to be one.

Well, that dream is over haha

But I still get really excited to cook new things when I watch good old channel 66.

Summer is so close I can taste it.

In 6 days, it will officially be the last month of school.

But these next 23 days are gonna crawl by...

I'm so jealous of Janelle because her last day is the 9th or something.

But I'm pumped for the first week of summer because we will be chilling at Sam's, then going to Longview I think for some squaredance thing, then hopefully my family will be going to the beach.

Okay, I really think I am on this whole "Family Restuaraunt" thing.

How much fun would that be?

And my parents are always talking about how Battle Ground needs a good steak house or something...

Maybe I will l look into this...

Okay I really need to shower and foodnetwork is sucking me in...

Nutrious and Delicious

I could live off salad.
Even though we don't have a whole lotta fresh veggies right now, I still managed to make a pretty tasty salad.

Today I have to go feed the baby chicks which I forgot to do yesterday
(probably not good...)
But guess what? I didn't have a long term experiment for the baby chicks (since you can't exactly do a long term experiment with a project that leaves CASEE when school is over) so Mr. Watrin told me I get to be the "backup" person for the bean experiment, because he doesn't think the person who is doing the project will follow through.
Sounds lame, right? WRONG. Okay, so Dr. Carol Miles (this scientist who is working with beans to feed starving countries, and she does watermelon stuff) is quitting this one experiment with the beans, or passing it along I guess. So, that means we have 33 different types of beans planted at CASEE, and we are the only place in the WORLD, (you heard right, the WORLD) who has and is researching all these 33 beans, aside from Dr. Carol Miles, who is done with the project I think.
How amazing is that??
And I get to help with it!
Ahh I love CASEE

All my laundry is done.
All thanks to my Dad. If you know me, you know this is a huuuuuuge deal
Oh yes I love no dirty clothes

My nails are getting long and I love it. And they look really pretty, except for on my ring finger where Ben sliced open my skin, and I have a gross pre-scab area. So, apparently that means its quagulating or something.

I love Regina Spektor
Her voice gives me chills. I've loved her since 8th grade, and this train ain't stoppin.
The song that was played at the end of Narnia 2 was "The Call" by her. I freaking love it.
Listen to it, and tell me it doesn't make you want to do something amazing.
I have a lot of new, great songs right now on my ipod and it's sunny, so I'm pretty pumped.

What to write about...what to write about...

I love Costco!
Seriously, I haven't been there in forever, and Sam, Janelle, Sara and I went yesterday
to get homemade pizza stuff and that place amazes me.
EVERYTHING IS IN BULK
Well, I'm sure you all knew that, but it's so cool.
But do not go there when you are hungry.
I saw this bag of M&M's and it seriously looked like the tastiest thing ever.
And I saw a few people I knew there.
I mean, it's COSTCO so you gotta shop there.

Oh yah! I forgot! IM TAKING JAPANESE WINTER QUARTER!!!!
I know, I'm crazy for doing so, but Blake is taking it, too, and she's asian so that must come in handy.
I love asians, and WHEN I move to Hawaii, it would be useful to learn at least one of the asian languages, since Oahu is crawling with Asians. But I love em.
I am awful at languages that have letters I can read, and now I'm going to be reading characters or something.
But I'm really excited
Haha I remember in drivers ed, Wake asked us who was good with foreign languages, and who wanted to be a linguist when they are older, and a few kids raised their hands and talked about how they have taken spanish, or whatever.
And then this kid who was...unique to say the least raised his hand and Wake was all, "So what language do you speak?" and this kid was like, "Well, none, but I can count to 10 in Japanese"
Hahaha it was the funniest thing ever
Especially since this guy was very quirky.

Shasta is in 2 months exactly today.
I AM SO FREAKING EXCITED
This will be the highlight of my whole summer, I know.
We are leavin super early on friday the 24th, then driving to Shasta, or someplace near it, and spending the night, then boarding the next day
Then it's a week of bliss
Oh and the last night we are on the boat, I will be turning sixteen.
Pretty sweet, huh?

I feel like I need something life-altering or super exciting to write about,
but my life has just been so chill lately.
Which I guess isn't such a bad thing.

You mean it's NOT Thursday?

Nooo
It's not.
Technically it's Wednesday, but it's kinda like a Thursday since we have no school Friday.
Or Monday
Which is very sweet, indeed.
But I kind of hate all the CASEE 3/4's for their awesome field trips they get to go on.
While Watty's kids got to WALK to Chapmans to ask question about plants.
Can you say party animals?

Speaking of CASEE kids...

I've noticed recently there seems to be quite a few couples coming out of that fine little agricultural school....

Let's review, shall we?

Okay, So two of my very best friends Janelle and Sam met and began dating because of CASEE.

Renee and Ethan....met at CASEE.

Tyler and Blake....CASEE Kids.

Sara and Garret. You guess it, both from CASEE.

And there is one couple that I am rooting for, which I know both of those kids are too frickin stupid to realize they both like eachother, or at least neither of them will admit it.

Come on kids, get some balls and say something to eachother.

I know you know who you are.

:)

Soooo

My new crush. At least I think that's what I can call it.

I don't want to force myself to like someone, but I just recently realized that he is super funny and I actually like talking to him.

Well, we will see what happens.

I love love love the show "The Paper"

It makes me feel like I want to be involved in something in school.

But then again, I have less than a month of being a full-time high school student, and I highly doubt that is enough time to become involved in something new.

Oh well.

Wow so maybe this sounds bad, but I HATE school dance courts.

Really, the SAME freaking kids are nominated for court, and it just gets old.

Maybe I'm just anti-school spirit.

Haha I love MadTV so much....

I have to do laundry (story of my freaking life apparently)

So, this is where I end this little blog

Between Algebra

Is when I will be posting this blog.

Since, I should be doing homework,

and I will be, but I need some venting.

"Everybody Wants to Rule the World" is defiantly in my top 20 favorite songs.

But the Will Dailey version, and not the crappy eighties one.

But good luck finding it.

It's not on limewire, myspace, or project playlist.

And you can't just buy it on itunes.

Ohhhh no

That would be much too simple.

YOU HAVE TO BUY THE WHOLE ALBULM.

But, I love Will Dailey so it was thirteen dollars well spent.

Even though I bought it months ago, I was listening to that song and thought of it.

Boysss

Ughh

Oh man I wish I had a crush.

Well I guess there is one kid I am keeping an "open mind" about.

Haha I just recently realized how bad I am at getting crushes to stick.

Only some boys I actually like for longer than like 3o seconds.

But I am defiantly glad to be over one guy who I liked for quite some time.

He's an ass, so whatever.

I mean, if you say nothing back, I take it as an obvious no.

So, I'm better off with this new kid, or whoever pops up in my life and is cute.

:)

I honestly cannot do algebra, and write, so I guess homework comes first..

Short weeks are the best

Latest Realization

Ranch Wheat Thins are the best

High-Five for tasty crack-lers!

The Week I Thought Would Never End

Finally Did.

It has been one heck of a week, but an amazing one, none the less.

Let's recap, shall we?

Monday:

I really don't remember Monday much, I just know it was Monday, so it probably sucked.

Oh wait, yeah, that night Renee and I fought.

Turns out that night did suck.

Tuesday:

Best Friend-less day.

For the most part.

It was a dumb argument, but we got everything worked out, and Renee and I are still biffs

:)

I seriously cannot go more than a few hours without talking to her.

She is the only girl who I can spill my guts out about how I am always gonna be single, and then have her tell me that I am gonna find someone amazing.

Haha I may never believe her, but the woman has good pep talks, what can I say?

Wednesday:

My Mom's birthday!!!! 

And the day I found out just how low my GPA is. I really screwed up this semester, but I am taking full responsibilty for it, and I am turning things around. Trust me, if you only knew how much homework I have done in the last 2 days, you would be shocked. SHOCKED.

After 2 hours of crying, and a much needed motivational talk, I decided I cannot keep screwing up in school. Sometimes all you need is a slap in the face. (Metaphorically speaking, of course.)

Thursday:

Movie night that I barely got to attend. I was up in my room the whole time doing over a dozen algebra assignments, and CASEE work.

BUT 

It's all good, since I am caught up and feel much better. I forgot what it feels like to get homework done. I'm not dumb, it's just I have a bad connection with homework. But that's all over.

Friday:

SUNSHINE SUNSHINE SUNSHINE

It's in the 90's and I'm loving every second of it.

Ha cha cha

I seriously never thought this day would get here, but it has.

And I have baby chickens at CASEE!!!

They are the cutest things in the world

But Mr. Watrin flipped out for letting other kids touch them, and told me I was trying to kill the chickens. Why this man has a teaching degree is  beyond me.

It's almost summer, which means it's almost freedom.

This summer will be the best, I can just tell.

I really like songs that have clapping in them. 

It just adds that much needed "oomph."

Oh my God my B-Setting photos turned out amazing today. I was so proud, 

since normally I have the tendancy to screw up pictures.

But a lot of them turned out.

I'm really excited, and I got my film on the reel in less than 10 minutes (ish)

You will only understand how stressful that stupid little silver bubble can be if you are a photo student.

Normally, it's one minute before the time when we have to start developing, and I'm shoving my negatives on the reel.

Wow I hate political election commercials...

I noticed that Obama has a blue-ish looking mouth.

Not that there is direct correlation between that and his ability to run a country, but I'm just putting it out there....

Well, I'm going to go back to watching Lost

So enjoy the weekend and the sunshine, it may never be back in Washington again...

Public Education System, How I Hate You.

I'm just gonna take a second to write about how much I hate 10th grade right now.
We have 5 weeks left of school.
FIVE FLIPPIN WEEKS.
And what does Mr. Watrin decide to do?
BRING UP WORK FROM 5 WEEKS AGO.
I can't remember what I had for lunch yesterday, let alone work from last month.
And he wrote me 2 notes since yesterday about it.
I really don't give a crap about it anymore.
I have missing work, SO WHAT.
It's not the end of the world. Well, apparently it is.
I am behind in every class. Every single freaking class.
Well, not photo. But chances are I will be within the week.
And I just feel like my life is so repetitive.
I need goals, focus power, and something exciting.
Now it's almost 11:30, and I still have so much freaking homework to do.
And my room is a mess, and I have soooo much laundry to do.
To top off my "I'm so lame" story, I have been texting a text question-answerer thing about deep life questions like what to do when your life gets repetitive, and how to get over guys.
Is that not the lamest thing you've ever heard? But it's advice isn't half bad...
I wonder how many kids in America just want to say fuck it with homework and give up on school for the rest of the school year, since I know I sure do. I don't know what happened to when I used to get straight A's. I guess I found myspace hah.
Seriously I am so...in a not good mood right now.
And I haven't been all week. It's like I have NOTHING in life to accomplish right now, but I always have stuff to put off.
I want some big, fun goals. Like how to pay to travel or something.
Not how can I hurry up and b.s. my way through these last weeks of school.
All I know is that summer better get here sooner because I'm seriously dying.
Ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Death by Music

I think I might just O.D. on music.

Is it possible, you ask??

Probably not.

But I'm loving all the tunes.

Man, I sound like a nerd, but seriously, I have discovered so much amazing music this week, I don't know what to do with myself.

Besides being one of the cutest movies I have seen in forever, 

Made of Honor has amazing music.

And of course, there is no soundtrack.

So, me and my ultra-crafty music research skills, (seriously I should be a song detective)

found every song and artist listed in the movie.

If you ever need me to find you a song you like, let me know.

My ipod will be very happy and full tonight

TODAY IS MOTHER'S DAY!

Holllahh

I have the coolest mom ever

And I am totally serious

She is the best mom I could ever ask for.

And I'm just trying to sound cheesy because it's mothers day, she really is amazing.

I love you Mom

SCOTLAND.

Looks amazing. Even though their weather is extremely similar to that of Washington, the accents are enough to make any girl melt. And random herds of livestock.

Can you say haggis?

Okay, Game Plan, America.

(I've decided I like to address small groups of people as "America" because it gives me a sense of authority)

Let's find Kymi a boyfriend.

I'm not desprate, it's just I really want a boyfriend.

And I'm not picky.

Okay, well a little.

Here are some basics of my dream boy:

-Can Make Me Laugh

-LOVES Nature

-Knows how to relax

-Intelligent

-Has, or is willing to try SCUBA Diving

-Wants to make something of his life

-Taller than me 

-Preferably older (Haha ask any of my friends, I go for the guys a few years older)

-Is willing to watch at least one of the following with me: Greys Anatomy, The Office, or Lost.

-Has Impeccable taste in music

I'm not saying this guy has to be all of the above, but If you a single guy, and have some of these qualities, I'm dying to meet you.

Because apparently I tend to fall for guys who have no interest in me whatsoever.

Or at least have no balls to say that they do or don't like me.

5 days until baby chicks!

On that note, I'm going to go not do my required sunday night festivities, such as homework.

Sunshine and Alone Time

Two things I needed so much today.

It was beauuuuuutiful outside today.

Why it can't be like this all the time is beyond me.

I had a dream about SCUBA diving last night.

Does that tell you how excited I am??

I just can't wait to move to Oahu for college, 

and dive all the time.

I think a great way to pay for college would be to work 

at a SCUBA shop or something.

Too bad they don't sell condos underwater.

:)

I missed my bike.

You kind of take for granted how great it feels just to jump on your bike and ride.

But, today, I felt so stuffy in my house after dinner,

so I grabbed my ipod, turned it up super loud, and jumped on my bike and just rode.

And let me tell you, it was just what the doctor ordered.

I love my street because it's private, and there is only like 7 houses, so it's beautiful.

It felt great just to pedal as hard and fast as I could, and listen to some tunes.

I've decided to work a bicycle ride into my daily routine.

Another wonderful thing I did today was just sat on my porch swing.

That's all.

I just stared at my street, listened to my ipod, and thought.

It was sooo nice.

People just need to try stuff like that more often. 

I know I do.

Church by T-Pain is one of my new favorite songs....

It's such a kick ass workout song.

My other current favorites include:

-Shut Up and Let Me Go-The Ting Tings

-Warwick Avenue & Mercy-Duffy

-Would You Get Me Out Of Jail-Petey Pablo

-List of Demands-Saul Williams

-No Matter What-Badfinger

All great, all awesome.

7 days 'till baby chicks.

:)

You know why I hate guys?

Well, one reason.

Because I can be super-intellectual one moment,

and as soon as I talk to some cute boy, my brain turns to mush.

I know how to talk, carry myself, articulate, and spell, but apparently not around boys.

I am really not dumb or ditzy.

I promise.

And one of the stupidest things I can think of is when girls act dumb around guys, 

so the big, strong, men can help them, or act like they are so much better than girls.

I really hope when, or if, I ever get a boyfriend, he appreciates a girl that has an I.Q. above pudding.

Blake is crazy.

Pie is amazing.

I don't know what people have against pie.

It's dang delicious...

Chelsey and I were talking about trampolines today, and I really miss ours.

Damn windstorm.

It was so nice grabbing my ipod, and laying out in the sun during the summer.

Or calling Brooke on there.

Or of course, the original purpose of a trampoline, jumping on it.

I'm pro at the egg roll.

Dance team tryouts are coming up, and I've decided against it.

I really miss dancing all the time,

but I guess I'll just sign up for classes.

I just can't handle bitchy captains or coaches, and practice 5 days a week, plus games.

And I'm taking Clark next year, and I'm shooting for a job.

I'm very jealous of the CASEE 3/4s who got to climb the mountain yesterday.

I haven't been hiking in soo long, and I love to do it.

Sara's story of her group made me laugh though

I think my family is going to climb it soon

:)

I'm starting to soak up nature as much as possible lately.

Brooke and I talked for a long time on the phone today. 

We talked about everything in our lives lately

and pointless stuff.

Haha it was so funny when she couldn't say "Museum"

It's not that hard of a word...

I think it's hilarious that Brooke had a crush on a drug dealer, and didn't even know he was one.

I have to pee.

It's not necessary you all know that, but I think I figured if I wrote it down, it would make my urge to pee go away.

Look's like I was wrong...

Today when I was attempting to nail in the chicken divider (which I still don't understand why Wati had me build that...) I got bored and decided to use my nail and hammer and put my initials and a smiley face and the year in this board in pen #1.

So, if you are ever in that pen, squat down, look to the left, and you will see my glorious work of art.

Or hole graffiti, whichever you prefer.

Please don't report me, I was just trying to spice up my afternoon.

Mushy Gushy couples who are all over eachother kind of weird me out.

Romance is adorable, but please save the sucking face and butt grabbing for a private place, you perves.

I need to re-make my bed.

Not just like throw the blankets on in a more organized way, 

but I need to do the full-out, take off the sheets, fluff my feather down, re-adjust the mattress, all that good stuff.

It seems as if I have a lot of work to do in my room lately.

I still have to pee, and I am not in the mood for typing anymore.

So...

I'm outie.

(Like the bellybutton)

 

My Cat Smells Nice

If that's not a creepy thing to say, I don't know what is.

But really, she does.

She's sleeping on my arm right now.

I love cats.

This week has been much better than last week.

Probably because I haven't been sick.

Apparently that tends to ruin a week...

Who knew being able to breathe could be such a nice feeling?

I don't know if you realize this, but school is almost over.

And let me tell you, I am not complaining.

This year has gone by so fast, it's unbelievable.

I actually have senior friends who are graduating, and it's crazy

They get to start their whole new lives that's so exciting

But I'm starting Clark, so that's great, too.

Oh, and did I mention....

I'M FINALLY TAKING SCUBA!!!!!!!!

I don't think you know how freaking excited I am for this class

Ever since I was like 7 I have wanted to do this.

I just never got around to doing it.

Chelsey is taking it, too, so that's awesome.

Now I will have a SCUBA buddy!

I've recently noticed there are just some people you just never fully get over.

It's not like you expect anything anymore,

and it's not like you full-on like them, but you still kinda get butterflies when you see them, and you can't really figure out why.

Guys have a tendancy to do that to me apparently.

But technically I don't have a crush right now, and I'm doing pretty well with that.

It's not like I'm exactly new to being single.

I've pretty much got it down to an art form by now.

I hate photography.

Very much.

Well, photography class.

But, I'm not gonna lie, I am really excited for this b-setting competition/project.

Even though I will probably find a way to screw these pictures up, but it's okay.

I have some pretty cool ideas for it.

It blows my mind that just by holding down the shutter, and turning on and off a light you can put someone in a picture 4 times, and not even have to touch a computer.

Reverse technology is quite interesting.

8 Days Till Baby Chicks!

Music is amazing.

Some songs just hit you hard, but it's wonderful.

I love just hearing a song that makes you tear up, laugh, think, love, whatever.

It's all so great

I wish I was more creative or intellectual. 

Either would be nice.

Maybe if I just keep writing, something intelligent will seep out of my brain.

Or reading more often.

I hear that tends to help you.

I've had another realization:

I love my akward sleep patterns.

Sure, I never get to bed before 12, 1, or 2, but I obviously can manage.

I don't even start to get tired until 12, and then I normally have like 12 things to do before I go to bed, so that puts me up even later, but it's okay with me.

I'm sure 1o years down the road, when I actually want to sleep, and I have programmed myself to under-sleep, I might regret not getting good sleep, but oh well. That's a chance I'm willing to take.

Well, the new Grey's Anatomy is calling my name.

So, Happy Thursday, and enjoy the weekend.

:)

Sunday Night Rantings

I think for the first time in my 15.9 years on this Earth, I do not like anyone.

Well, maybe not the FIRST, but first time in a while.

And it's not so bad.

I am just sooo over liking a guy, and freaking out over it, and having it be not worth it, that I've decided to stop looking.

I'll get a boyfriend SOMEDAY.

Just doesn't have to be today.

I hear when you stop looking, the right person falls perfectly into your life, so I will give that a shot.

My wisdom is far too great for my age...

:)

I have a pimple on my cheek that is so deep it looks like a mosquito bite.

Just when you think you are almost in the clear with acne, BAM, pimple train decides to take a stroll into town.

Here's some advice to all you penny pinchers-

Just because you can save money on something, doesn't mean you should.

I went to the I.Q. Mart today, and I was like, "Hey! For like 12 cents more, I can get the biggest drink cup they have!"

Little did I know I would drink two sips and then get sick of it.

Now I am stuck with a 44 oz drink of Mountain Dew, and a full bladder.

Only 12, 457, 893 more sips to go.

PURPLE DRANK

Music is greaaaaaaaaaat

I wish I had musical talent. Or the will to practice and actually stick to something.

I have a big fear that I will just get bored with my kids, and give them away at an auction or something.

Okay, no I don't think that will actually happen, but seriously my life attention span is that of a 4 year olds....

I want to try and write a book.

Chances are that will change by tomorrow.

Again, attention span.

I miss acting.

I did it when I was younger and I was in like 8 plays and musicals, and I loved it. I just knew I was going to make a career out of it, but, then I just stopped.

Making bank in Hollywood would be amazing, don't get me wrong, but I would hate to be famous. It would be cool for a while, but I can't imagine having to get dressed up all the time, and whatnot. But what I really miss are musicals. I lovvvvvvved them. 

If I could sing, I would love to get back into stuff like that. Whenever I go to Musicals, I always want to cry or something because I get so excited. Maybe thats lame, but hey, what can I say.

It sucks when you are halfway done with highschool and decide an acting career would be fun.

Because, most kids who get into acting and big productions have been doing it since they were like 3. Plus, I do NOT want to become one of those freaky drama kids.

Now I'm a little bummed.

I have 44 ounces of soda to drink, and some laundry and algebra to complete, so I guess this is where we part ways, America.

Happpppppy Almost Cinco De Mayo!

I would walk 500 miles.

Is a greaaaaat song.

Can't go wrong with the Scottish, now can we?

Especially the adorable Scottish guy Dezmond from Lost...

:)

I have yet to see this weeks episode, but it is Lost, so chances are someone will die, someone will pop up on the island, and at the end of the episode my dad, sara, and I will all be like, "UGHHHHHH WHY WOULD THEY END THE EPISODE HERE???" Haha

I had a dream I got a tattoo.

Actually, 2. And they were on my back, and it was like an ode to myself tattoo, but they were cool.

Turns out, they were just fake tattoos, and I was mad.

But it made me think about how I really do want a tattoo.

Too bad I have 3 years till I'm legal.

Actually, 2 years and 2 months-ish.

Also, in my dream a bunch of CASEE kids were running past my house, training for some marathon. And they all stopped in for lollipops.

And 2 people kept switching in and out of this Gorilla Suit, but it was totally okay in my dream haha

It's crazy how things you see during the day always end up popping up in your dreams.

And no matter how much you don't want to see certain people, they end up making their way into your dreams, too.

I want a new phone. I don't hate my current phone, it's just I get bored pretty quickly. But, since my contract isn't up, I have to pay full price for any Verizon phone I want. 

So...I will be ebay-ing or Craiglisting some of my stuff soon.

New phone...here I come.

I reallllllly want to not be sick and tired all the time.

I'm gonna work on that this week.

I'm not sure how, but I'm gonna be more like my normal self next week hopefully.

Since headaches and I DO NOT MIX.

I'm craving some cereal.

Delicious.

Cereal is always good. Yummmm

Today I held baby kittens. Like, BABY baby kittens. They could barely even cry. If I could have, I would have taken all of them home. 

Watching Miami Ink does not help with my want of a tattoo. One of my secret career desires is to be a tattoo artist. But, I guess having artistic talent goes hand in hand with making tattoos, so...I might need to put this career choice on hold seeing as I can barely draw stick figures.

I can trace really well, though....

I want a tan.

But tan lines are super tacky.

Well, I am extremely tired, but I don't want to sleep.

But I think it's time I stop writing.

So....goodnight.

And don't forget summer is on it's way.