To be young again.

I took a nap for a few hours,
and I feel so much better, its unbelievable.
So, Comcast updated their frequency or something,
and certain modems didnt work, so thats why I was internet-less
for 24 hours.
Which actually wasnt that bad,
since Ive gone without internet for much longer times...
And I had a biography due today, but I couldnt do it because I had no internet access.
Bummer, except for not.
Janelle and Sam are coming over to play RISK in like half an hour.
:)
World Domination may not be my future career choice, but it sure is fun to take over
Africa...
Im hungry.
Oh, so seeing as it is MY blog,
lets talk about my day.
(Im working on not being so self-centered, but this is a blog...)
Okay
So today I had to go to school for the first three periods, but none of the rest,
and It was nice.
Sure, I wanted the whole day off, and I cried before I went to school because I was so stressed,
but a day without Watrin is a good day, indeed.
And my dad had a dental appointment, and he was supposed to pick me up right after algebra,
but he was running a little late
So I got to go to lunch (and drink some very yummy high-sugar water)
and then ride the CASEE bus, then go home.
It was like the best, because I love the bus, but not the work at school.
And OH MY GOD
Today during PE was hilarious...
Even though Renee was pissed at me.
Okay, so she likes a boy there, (IM NOT SAYING WHO AGAIN...)
and she thinks he might like me, which I know he doesnt.
With my new attitude, I dont put myself down, and I am confident around guys a little more,
but I really really know he doesnt like me, were just friends.
Well anyway, all three of us were shooting hoops, but he was at a different hoop.
And Renee was mad at him, and didnt know what to do.
So I asked to see her basketball, then chucked it over to where he was haha
so she would HAVE to go by him to get it
She was really really pissed, and threw the basketball at my boob
(Not such a great feeling. Ow.)
But then I was like, "Let me show you how it's done."
And so I threw my basketball over near him and yelled at Renee like she had thrown it.
Then I strutted over there like a model, and every 5 seconds I was turing around and winking
at kids, and when I bent down to get the ball, I like dipped it low, and did a really black mood to my butt when I got up, then strutted back.
I pretty much looked like a fool, but he looked at me.
So, I did my job in showing Renee confidence=attention.
Haha Im so amazing I dont even know what to do with myself.
Renee is my BIFF (BFF phonectically)

Im a toker.

Actually, no, I'm really not.
But its in the joker song, and Im listening to that right now.
:)
I dont even think I know what a toker is, haha...
My hands smell like coconut lime. Yum. Im sure if you actually bite a coconut (can you bite them?) and bite a lime at the same time it wouldnt taste very good, but hey, they make for one hell of a lotion.
Dont let my sister know, but I actually kind of miss ice skating. When she took lessons, and I would have to skate with her like everyweek I kinda hated it, but now I miss it.
My hair was scrunchy today. I sometimes like it that way, but I seem to ever an ever-lasting amount of frizz on the top of my head. I know there are people dying in Africa, but my hair frizz was kind of a hot-topic for me today. I just thought I should let you all know that...
Its amazing how just by listening to a song, your stomach can do flips over thinking of someone. Renee knows its best, and I love picking songs on my ipod and just thinking about boys...
For a such a hopeless romantic, I sure am single alot. But, dont forget, Im all about the positivity now. I think that my new attitude has been helping my life, since I kicked ass at basketball today. And, Im sure me being positive had some karma effect on my black sports skills. Next up: Competitive Chicken & Waffles eater. Haha I really am not rasict, but you'd never guess.
Oh yah, in algebra I have a C! I know that sounds bad, (especially since it is my third time taking it) but compared to the F I had like a week ago, Im a-ok with it.
I really want a car. So I can get bumper stickers. Well, thats not the only reason, but you have to take that into consideration. I was at the doctors yesterday, and I noticed all the cars in the parking lot, and like none of them had a bumper sticker, which seems like a waste...
So far the bumper stickers I know I am getting (or currently have) are...
-I brake for Jake the Alligator Man
-WWCND (If you know what that stands for, congratulations)
-My other ride is a Nimbus 2000 (Haha Ive wanted that for like 3 years)
-Say No to Crack (theres a picture of a butt)
-I keep the Christ in Christmas (Just because it makes me crack up everytime I see it)
There are plenty more, but I cant think of them.
I am ready for Christmas, and decorating. I just need to clean first...
Well, algebra, a King Louis the 14th biography, and global warming reports are calling...oh, to be in highschool.

Hello, Holiday.

I dont know why I feel stressed around the holidays.
At my age Im sure this isnt good.
But I do.
And I cant help it. It all started when I was in 5th grade. I think sometimes Im happier when there is conflict in my life. Without it, I feel like there should be something wrong, and it sure does not take me long to find that something. This is bad, I think, but I really dont want to worry about it right now. I'll wait till this problem comes back to bite me in the ass in 10 years...
Anywho,
Today I was stressed. For a lot of reasons, but mostly people. Thanksgiving should be stress free, but heaven forbid it should be. (I watched Evan Almighty today and I hope I dont get in trouble for saying "heaven forbid") Anyway...The Macys Thanksgiving Day Parade is MY thing. Like, I brought it back to this family. And as the 81st Annual Parade came on today, I was stoked. And I had to leave to get butter for the turkey, so I paused it, because I didnt want to miss anything, and I was having fun watching it with Sara and talking to Janelle about it. Well, when I came back to the television, anime was on, and my parade was dunzo. Now, if you dont know me, then I will tell you that I HATE anime with a passion. I probably hate it more than anything in this world. And with only 12 minutes left of the parade, I was pissed. I barely got to see a half hour of it, without it being gone. Sure, there are re-runs the day after, but is it the same? NO. So, my sister, a very understanding person of my needs, went upstairs to watch the last 12 minutes of the parade, and we got to see Santa. But thats it.
That pretty much shot my T-day to heck. Well, most of it. Thank goodness my mom and sister were there to listen, and everyone of my friends that I texted. Who knew that hiding in a messy room with a bowl of puppy chow could chill you out so much?
Anyway, thanksgivng wasnt too bad I guess. I just really need to learn how to relax for once.
Please God Please let Christmas be better....
I really want to start a website. Scratch that. I am starting a website.
Thats all you get to know.
Well thanksgiving dishes are calling, and its almost 12:3o in the morning.
I have to get up in about 4 hours, and I have so much crap to do, you dont even know.
Im to tired its unbelievable. Ive gotten about 4 hours sleep in the last 24 hours. Its just one of those nights where im exhuasted, but I dont want to go to sleep, because if I do, then I have to wake up to a day I really dont want to face. It wouldnt be so bad if I didnt have to get my picture taken, which I really really really hate.
On that happy note, HAPPY THANKSGIVING, and I hope that your holidays are stress free. (But dont be afraid to be in a bad mood, its healthy to be pissed and vent, but just get over it.)

My Very First.

Actually, I am lying. This isnt my "very first" blog, but it is my first blog on blogger.com. Call me a nerd, but I am kind of excited. I need a creative outlet, or something to vent to. Since alot of my friends have a hard time replying to anything I say. Well, I was reading something on here, and it was a list making blog, and everything about lists. So, since I dont really know what to write about, I will make some lists, since it is something I do quite frequently when writing notes to my friends.

PLACES I WANT TO TRAVEL
New York
Italy
Greece
England
San Diego
Seattle
Spain
France

THINGS I AM CURRENTLY EXCITED FOR
CASEE Thanksgiving Feast
Thanksgiving Break
Thanksgiving
Day AfterThanksgiving Sale
Square Dance Lessons
Only 2 days of school next week
Christmas
Christmas Break
My Parents are talking about moving to Avignon, France in 2009

REASONS WHY I SHOULD BE GOING TO SLEEP
Its 1 a.m., and I have to get up in 4 hours
I have been very tired lately
Tomorrow is a school day
I have to face Mr. Watrin in the morning

Well, folks, there you have it. My first official blog. Someone grab the camera. Maybe it was a lame blog, but as a newbie, I really dont care. Plus I am running low on sleep, so I cannot be held accountable for my rambling. Good Night America (or whoever else is reading this around the world.)

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