Its not so bad to enjoy life.

I FINALLY got my day off from school that I wanted.
No that I needed.
Its been so relaxing. Just listening to music, working out, laying down,
and watching food network to get ideas on what to cook for christmas.
And I came to a desicion yesterday.
Im so over having HUGE crushes that never work out.
Im 15.
I may feel like im 25 at times, but before I know it, I will be.
And I will have wasted alot of times trying to change everything about myself for a guy.
Sure, Ive never had a real boyfriend. But I know I will be a kick ass girlfriend SOMEDAY.
It just doenst have to be TODAY.
(But if some single, cute, music-loving, non-jock wants to come along and fall in love with me today, Im not complaining...)
As long as I know that I love myself, thats all that matters at the moment.
Im not afraid to admit that I am a christian (well im working on that aspect, but im trying to be closer to God) I love watching corny tv shows, I sing really off key, and I dance more than I do stand still, so until I find a guy who loves my quirks, Im fine loving every second of today, and soaking up as much music as my eardrums will allow.
I cannot wait to start up my dance classes again.
I miss learning new routines. Just so happens that my mom works with a girl whos mom teaches Jazz & Hip Hop. Which is amazing.
My mom seems to work with a lot of interesting people. Maybe I should apply at Freddies. I could always use a 10% discount.
I cannot even begin to guess who reads my blog, hopefully no creepy 40 year old men, but if you like good music, I highly reccomend Love Trucker. I bought their cd yesteday, and its a great cd to listen to when you need a pick me up from cleaning and laundry.
Im also really into The Kooks, Brett Dennen, The Secret Handshake and Feist right now. And dont just listen to 1234 by them, I mean its an amazing song, but aren't you tired of listening to it? Try mushaboom or my moon my man. All good. All spunky.
So. The Holidays are coming up. Normally I freak right about now... wrapping presents, making cards, making lists, and just trying to un-stress my life enough to enjoy the 48 hour period of christmas. This year Im still stressing, but Ive decided not EVERYTHING has to be perfect. It sounds so simple, but believe me, it helps. So, I may not make a bag of cookies for EVERY friend, and I didnt even begin to make christmas cards, but just by doing stuff for people, or smiling a little more, I know that Im being festive. God, Im like the queen of corny haha.
Im still hobby-less, but im looking. I think that dancing is like my only hobby. I mean, Im far from being pro, but between dance team, and classes, its something I never get sick of. I do, however, get sick of some bitches on dance teams, but never of the art of dancing. I dont have a gift or anything, just a really good sense of learning quickly.
Today I become a nerd. Well not really. I just get glasses, and only for reading. I still dont think I need them, but I could always stand to look smarter. Plus, they are adorable. I dont know why everyone is anti-glasses. I think they are sexy in a, "I work at Barnes and Noble, and I like scarfs" kinda way.
Well, enough rambling, life is calling. Life, and more laundry.
Peace and Love