Honesty, Best Policy Ever?

Nope.

I don't like being vulnerable.

It's true. I'm awful at saying how I feel, unless it's like to my best friends.

Whatever, I'm so over the whole situation.

Today has been crap.

Well, that's what it feels like.

I am getting sick. I'm not completely sick...yet.

But I'm at the stage where my throat hurts a little, and I have sinus pressure, but just a little.

So I know it's coming. It's like the inevitable.

Like the plague or Oprah.

And I have just been kinda bummed today.

Maybe it's because I had my 3 least favorite periods today, or I'm sick, or because every muscle in my body is sore.

Well, mostly in my arms.

Screw the gym and weight training at the same time.

I feel like someone punched me in my freaking armpit.

If you have had that happen, then you can vouch for me...it hurts.

And of course everything that I have to do during the day envolves my arms.

No more bongo drums or competitive high fiving for me.

I'm craving some Hawaii. 

Seriously, my whole family has been talking about it and I really miss it.

Haha our biggest talk is about how we will NOT eat lunch before we dive, and we will take sea sickness pills the night before we dive.

No more barfing...

I miss walking up and down the streets at night and having it be WARM.

Warm is like a 4 letter word here in Washington.

Plus, I miss the ocean.

You don't get too many eels in Battle Ground Lake.

CASEE all day tomorrow.

Hmm.

I need to work on my Leatherback Sea Turtle research.

I really like the new seating chart.

Blasian next to me, Chelsey behind, and a perfect view of Ed's 'stache.

:)

But I feel so bad for Renee...

I loooove my new CASEE sweatshirt, though.

It's amazingly comfy. 

I still haven't decided if I want to go next year.

CASEE is my favorite part about school, but since I'm going to Clark and BGHS (for math) I don't know if I want to do 3 schools all the time.

Eh, I don't even forcast until next month.

Wow, where has sophomore year gone?

I like Scrubs.

I have always hated the show, but I decided to give it another shot since like everyone loves it,

and it's not that bad. 

It's actually really funny.

Tonight I can tell it's gonna be hard to sleep.

Here's why:

-I took way too long of a nap today.

-I have new ipod songs, and you can't just fall asleep to them, you have to listen and enjoy.

-I'm partially sick. 

-I haven't really stayed up in a while, and it's kind of my thing.

-Thinking seems to be something I need to do. Just about everything.

I think I am going to go shower and TRY and sleep or do something.

Tomorrow will be good.

Joey is bringing over I am Legend (Yesssss) and Janelle and Sam are coming over too.

Hello, Rock Band!

Oh, and some advice?

If ever you are in a "I'm mad at boys, friends, life, and I need some chick-power music" kind of mood, listen to Heart of Glass by Blondie.

I swear it totally makes me smile everytime I listen to it.

Books. I need to read. My intelligence level is sinking like the Titanic.

I keep starting books and not finishing.

The Shining is still sitting in my desk, and I have 2 other books I need to start.

I love Stephen King, but his books take sooo long to get interesting.

Well, that's all I can think about writing for right now.

Happy Almost Easter.