We're all guilty of it.
Saying, "I wish I was young again." or "Why can't it be like how it was when I was young."
But let's face it.
Unless Doc from Back to The Future figures out this whole time travel thing, we are stuck in the here and now.
And is that really such a bad place to be?
Because I'm sure ten years from now we will all look back and remember how great this time was.
So, why not make an effort to make today and everyday something to miss when we're older?
Just a thought.
I shouldn't be coming up with meaningful advice at 2:30 AM.
My dog just barked and made my heart stop.
Since it was silent downstairs.
Love them German Shepards.
I remember in 6th grade everyday Ryan Byslma and I would argue about if it's better to buy a German Shepard in Germany or not.
Recently I've realized I get these sudden bursts of creativity, or overwhelming emotions about life, and I just have to get it out.
So, as a girl who is living in the 21st century, where should I turn?
My blog, of course.
And yet, I always seem to come up short on portraying exactly what I am thinking.
Perhaps an interpretive dance would do the trick.
Summer is drawing to a near.
Wait. Scratch that.
I don't even want to think or talk about school.
This is one of those things that I sweep under the rug, and don't talk about in high hopes that maybe, just maybe it will dissapear.
I hate being jealous of people who seem like they have everything you want.
It is seriously such a crappy feeling.
I really hope someone out there is thinking right now, "Wow. I want to be just like Kymi. No, I want to be her. She seems to have it made."
That's not to sound conceided but I would just like knowing someone looks up to me.
And I hope someone looks up to them, and so forth.
But I do feel bad for the person at the bottom of this looking-up-to-chain.
My shortcomings of writing are getting worse and worse. And I should probably catch some z's anyway.
I wish I knew if people actually read this blog.
1 comment:
I READ YOUR BLOG.
Don't be discouraged!
Yes, I occasionally think back to fourth grade when life was good, easy, and friends were easily made, but really - I'd rather be in the future now than be stuck in the here and now. And that's the truth. I think it's rare to find people who think this way.
I like your blog, but I wish you would write that novel you are always talking about :D
And I'm sure it's drawng to a close, not near? Or is that some other expression??
I hope you know that I look up to you, because you are sooo much better at some things than I am. It's true. And if you want an example, here you go: you are a social person, something I'm afraid I will never be. I'm too much of a loner.
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