Monday, June 8, 2009

Don't Call it a Comeback

After nearly two months of NO writing, I thought it was about time I pick this old habit back up.
Since it's great when I need to clear my head, and I just love writing.

Incase you don't happen to have a calender handy, I'd like to inform everyone that this is the last week of school.
Actually, I'm going to say it might be.
For Battle Ground's seniors tomorrow is the last day.
But for seniors like my sister, her last day of class is Thursday because of Clark.
And then it's final week. But no matter what day is your last day, I hope every senior has a great one, and remembers every moment in high school and enjoys having the World at your feet.
Because you all have earned it.
GO CLASS OF 2009!
(Although we all know 2010 is really the class you'd like to be in.)

I suppose I could call this phase in my life a transition phase.
Literally and metaphorically. 
As far as the literal sense goes, I am actually transitioning to a new home in 19 days.
I have a tendancy to be over-sentimental, but this time I have good reason.
Until this current house I've never lived anywhere longer than 2 years, and I'm going on 8 years.
But change is good, no matter how much I'm going to miss this place.
I still have yet to get my first kiss on the porch, though...
And for the metaphorical part, well a lot of things are and have been changing.
This year I've narrowed down my circle of friends a lot.
Some by choice, others just fell out.
But I have the best friends anyone could ever ask for right now, and I can trust every single one of them.
Sara, Brooke, Janelle, Ben, Sam Blake, and Izzie
If any of you guys are reading this, I look foward to seeing you guys every single day, and I love you all

Speaking of the big "L"...
I am ready for it.
Contrary to popular belief, I do actually want to date.
I know being single for my entire life may have you thinking that I have put dating on the "not-to do" list, but that my friend is where you are wrong.
Guys have always made me nervous, especially the ones I like.
And I've been talking to all my best friends about nerves, and I am trying to get over my fear of rejection, because I know life is too short to worry if someone likes you, when there is a whole world out there of other people. Wow that sentence had a lot of commas.
Although it might take some time, I am ready to stop being such a pansy.
Today was not such a good example of my new found confidence, but I'll let it slide. Just this once.
So from now on, I am going to stop worrying so much, and just think with my heart.
Love-1, Nerves-0.
SUCK IT SHYNESS.

Turns out I'm not in the mood to write anymore.
But I'm sure this urge will come back soon enough.
Oh, and Hawaii is next week. :) 

2 comments:

IsabelaO said...

I've missed your blogs! I had to delete mine because I actually felt guilty because I didn't update mine because... well, I have no life. And I sound so stupid in my blogs.

I still have eight more days of school left! How did that happen? :( Lucky you.

I can't even remember my last week of high school, much less the last three years...

What??? But still in Battle Ground... right?

OUCH. I know I don't see you everyday... but still..

I still have a hard time thinking of you as "nervous." It doesn't click for some reason.... And yes, we are still in the same boat. Don't worry too much.

- izzo

Brookieeee said...

good blog :)
and nice mcs connection with "dont call it a comeback"

ALOHA!
almost...