I got Disco Fever

Have you ever had those nights where you just want to go to a city and explore?
And Just appreciate every little thing?
I have that exact feeling right now.
It's no fun when you can't actually follow through with it.
Man being 18 is gonna hit me hard.
It's like I can do anything I want. (Besides of course drink and gamble...neither of which sound applealing so that's okay.)
Not that being 16 is bad, because it's not and I'm not locked up or anything.
I like how it is right now.
Well, not how my life is going, because I'm always stuck, but I like knowing that I can appreciate being 18 for what it is when the time comes.
If I was given too much freedom growing up, I really don't think being 18 would be as exciting as it is now.

In 5 days I will have had my blog for ONE year!
Nostalgia Nerd comes to the rescue once again.

I want to write.
A Book.
That's all I'm going to say.

Turkey day is in 17, count 'em, 17 days!
I love me some Thanksgiving.
My house always smells awesome, we have quiche, and there is a parade.
Watching the musical performances on the Macy's Parade is so much fun.

I love my college (high school) english class.
It's practically filled with all high school juniors.
Except for 1 girl who just graduated, and 3 married people.
But everyone makes these intelligent remarks, which only a few people laugh at. And some laugh too hard.
It's just fun.
"I'm President. I'm here at Area 51. SHOW ME THE ALIENS. NOW."

If anyone knows some good volunteering places, let me know.
I haven't volunteered in such a long time, and it feels about time.
Not because it's almost the holidays.
It's just been way too long.

I'd like to thank this time to thank all the veterans.
Not just because we get a day off of school tomorrow,
but I really do appreciate everything they've fought for.
Because of their work, we can say whatever we want.
So, if you hate veterans, feel free to say so, and then you can turn around and thank them for fighting for your right to speak your mind.
Oh, and one more thing.
SAY THE PLEDGE. Or get out of America, because I'd much rather have someone who cares about their country, then someone who has no respect for it.

The rain was good to me today.
My hair stayed straight even through treacherous downpour.
And it was beautiful!

It's about time to get controversial up in here.
Well, not really. I'm just going to talk about God.
Who, after some time, I've realized really is real, and I do 100% believe in Him.
I always felt weird or embarrased admitting that, but now I don't.
I have NO reason to.
So what if someone criticizes me for believing? It's MY belief.
I'm not going to deny God just so I'll fit in during these 100 or so years on Earth.
My ultimate goal is Heaven. I can't imagine spending eternity in Hell for trying to look cool for some friends.
I wish everyone believed in God.
Because I do not want to go to Heaven, and know that I have friends who don't believe.
But I won't shove my religion down your throat. Since I hate it when others do that to me.
I'm here to talk to anyone, but please, if I don't shove my ideas onto you, don't shove yours onto me.
If you believe in God and Jesus, I highly recommend getting it out there.
It doesn't even have to be saying it to someone, but just know that you do, and never deny it.
Life is so much bigger than we can fathom, and I know that God has so much to do with it, or rather, everything to do with it.
There's my schpeal.

I cannot wait to travel.
I'm sure you are all tired of hearing about my travel dreams.
But you gotta dream a little dream, no?

I love writing. So much. I could write everyday for the rest of my life, and be perfetly okay with that.
Okay I feel a lot better about this vent session.
Which is exactly what every blog is to me. A vent session is.
Since I believe my friends are getting sick of me venting to them.
Not like I talk to any friends anymore, really.
Feeling friendless is weird.
And in an odd sense, I'm okay with it. Just a little bit. Mostly I miss my friends.
Chelsey, Cierra, Izzie, Sophie, and most of all Renee-
We need to hang out soon.
Call me up sometime.
I miss you guys.